I’ll be back!

jackiemami — Sat, 03 Sep 2011 18:20:24 +0000

My updates are definitely spread out. With a two year old and living life as a single mommy…life can’t get any more interesting.

Yup I’m single. I had to make the decision for the better of myself and my daughter. Baby daddy and I are still friends..handling everything as adults.

It’ll take me a minute to get back in the groove. I’m so busy, I’ve neglected this for too long. I will make time…eventually.

80s bday bash

jackiemami — Mon, 08 Nov 2010 01:09:49 +0000

Celebrated my eldest sisters 28th,our friend Travis’ 30th birthday. Haven’t gone out for a minute since being a mommy is a full time deal which is ok with me. I do need to go out once in a while. Last night was cool…partied with my siblings for the first time. Were all old now Hahaha. The guy in the blue jAcket is my little brother,I’m with the tutu,my sisters bf is tatted up and my sister is next to him. My other sister arrived later. Wish I coulda took a picture of all 4 of us.

Birthday!

jackiemami — Mon, 03 May 2010 06:34:44 +0000

I’ll be 23 on Tuesday..what should I do for my birthday….???

Year 3 and other updates.

jackiemami — Wed, 14 Apr 2010 17:22:16 +0000

Today, I’m celebrating my 3 year anniversary with the boyfriend. Does anyone have any suggestions on what we should do? We usually go out for dinner and I love that but I wanna do something different this time. By the way, our daughter is already 9 months!

Another thing I might add…I got a job! I’ve been unemployed since I was 7 months pregnant (June 2009) and I miss working..I miss having money that I can spend on whatever I want. But you know, when you have a child(ren), you sacrifice everything for him/her/them. When I go shopping/out for something that I need, (and I don’t consider this as a sacrifice LOL..it’s a necessity..) I always ALWAYS come back with something or stuff for my daughter. Ok back to the job subject.. It’s about that time to make money to help support our little family because right now we’re in a tough situation. I’m back at my mom’s!

Here’ are some recent pictures:

Hello up there :)

jackiemami — Fri, 02 Apr 2010 04:05:12 +0000

Tell me, when is it ever gunna be good enough. Sometimes everything seems so perfect but then there are those days where I feel as if I should take a step back, and look where I’m at and ask myself if this is what I want and where I want to be..

Sometimes it’s as if I’m not where I should be.

I look back and wish I never did..cuz I’m reminded of what I covered..What does that mean? ..I just don’t feel right feeling that way.

God, I’m confused. I know what I’ve done wrong. I can’t help but say I’m so sorry. I can’t take back what I’ve done. Am I punished by feeling what I truly feel knowing that’ll be the most it can possibly be? Never more, never less. I can’t let go no matter how hard I try. I only covered it up. I didn’t let go when I thought I did. I thought I dropped it.

FierceMB

jackiemami — Fri, 12 Mar 2010 03:26:20 +0000

I love messageboards! I’ve been invited to FierceMB. Please join! Help me make it grow! The more people, the better! More things to talk about!

Vday & Beach photos

jackiemami — Wed, 17 Feb 2010 01:38:04 +0000

So, me and the boyfriend haven’t spent much time alone together since we had my daughter [not that it's a bad thing]. For Vday this year, we just went out for an hour and he went to work. He DID buy me flowers and balloons the morning of Vday (1am) when I picked him up from work..he worked the previous night til 1230am.

The following day we went to the beach. It was real nice outside. Got some Bread Bowls at SPLASH CAFE. Went to the outlets and bought some clothes at Carter’s then went home.

Today, my car overheated. FML. I gotta pay a grip of $$ to fix the problem. I think I need a new radiator. I doubt I can buy myself a laptop now..a big chunk a money is goin’ to my car..BOOOO!

Time to eat..Turkey,mashed potatos&gravy, crackers and dip, sausages, chocolate cake, soda…CAN i LOSE MY BABY WEIGHT?

Valentines Day!

jackiemami — Mon, 15 Feb 2010 02:49:45 +0000

Happy Valentine’s Day everyone! Too bad my boyfriend had to go to work at 430PM until 12AM. It’s one of the busiest days for the restaurant :/ . We spent only an hour together. SAD!

Hope everyone has a great VDAY! <3

Tax return?!

jackiemami — Thu, 11 Feb 2010 21:33:52 +0000

I e-filed last Friday and I still haven’t recieved my $$. I’m all excited! Can’t wait to buy stuff for my daughter! Been wanting a laptop forever!! Gotta pay my dues. It’s supposed to come in 3-10 business days..I’m just ancy. haha! I wanna go shopping!!!

Jaela learned something new..she’s smacking her lips/tongue. I’ll post it later.

Moved back to my hometown

jackiemami — Sun, 07 Feb 2010 04:19:47 +0000

I just moved back to the Central Coast from So Cal. My family hasn’t seen my daughter for 4 months. She’s going on 7 months on the 9th. I’m glad to be back. Everybody adores her haha! Haven’t been here for a minute. I was living at my boyfriend’s Mama’s and that wasn’t all that great. No cable, no internet and shitty town.

Anyway, here are some updated pictures: