My updates are definitely spread out. With a two year old and living life as a single mommy…life can’t get any more interesting.
Yup I’m single. I had to make the decision for the better of myself and my daughter. Baby daddy and I are still friends..handling everything as adults.
It’ll take me a minute to get back in the groove. I’m so busy, I’ve neglected this for too long. I will make time…eventually.
Celebrated my eldest sisters 28th,our friend Travis’ 30th birthday. Haven’t gone out for a minute since being a mommy is a full time deal which is ok with me. I do need to go out once in a while. Last night was cool…partied with my siblings for the first time. Were all old now Hahaha. The guy in the blue jAcket is my little brother,I’m with the tutu,my sisters bf is tatted up and my sister is next to him. My other sister arrived later. Wish I coulda took a picture of all 4 of us.
I’ll be 23 on Tuesday..what should I do for my birthday….???
Today, I’m celebrating my 3 year anniversary with the boyfriend. Does anyone have any suggestions on what we should do? We usually go out for dinner and I love that but I wanna do something different this time. By the way, our daughter is already 9 months!
Another thing I might add…I got a job! I’ve been unemployed since I was 7 months pregnant (June 2009) and I miss working..I miss having money that I can spend on whatever I want. But you know, when you have a child(ren), you sacrifice everything for him/her/them. When I go shopping/out for something that I need, (and I don’t consider this as a sacrifice LOL..it’s a necessity..) I always ALWAYS come back with something or stuff for my daughter. Ok back to the job subject.. It’s about that time to make money to help support our little family because right now we’re in a tough situation. I’m back at my mom’s! 
Here’ are some recent pictures:
Tell me, when is it ever gunna be good enough. Sometimes everything seems so perfect but then there are those days where I feel as if I should take a step back, and look where I’m at and ask myself if this is what I want and where I want to be..
Sometimes it’s as if I’m not where I should be.
I look back and wish I never did..cuz I’m reminded of what I covered..What does that mean? ..I just don’t feel right feeling that way.
God, I’m confused. I know what I’ve done wrong. I can’t help but say I’m so sorry. I can’t take back what I’ve done. Am I punished by feeling what I truly feel knowing that’ll be the most it can possibly be? Never more, never less. I can’t let go no matter how hard I try. I only covered it up. I didn’t let go when I thought I did. I thought I dropped it.
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So, me and the boyfriend haven’t spent much time alone together since we had my daughter [not that it's a bad thing]. For Vday this year, we just went out for an hour and he went to work. He DID buy me flowers and balloons the morning of Vday (1am) when I picked him up from work..he worked the previous night til 1230am.
The following day we went to the beach. It was real nice outside. Got some Bread Bowls at SPLASH CAFE. Went to the outlets and bought some clothes at Carter’s then went home.
Today, my car overheated. FML. I gotta pay a grip of $$ to fix the problem. I think I need a new radiator. I doubt I can buy myself a laptop now..a big chunk a money is goin’ to my car..BOOOO!
Time to eat..Turkey,mashed potatos&gravy, crackers and dip, sausages, chocolate cake, soda…CAN i LOSE MY BABY WEIGHT?
Happy Valentine’s Day everyone! Too bad my boyfriend had to go to work at 430PM until 12AM. It’s one of the busiest days for the restaurant :/ . We spent only an hour together. SAD!
Hope everyone has a great VDAY! <3
I e-filed last Friday and I still haven’t recieved my $$. I’m all excited! Can’t wait to buy stuff for my daughter! Been wanting a laptop forever!! Gotta pay my dues. It’s supposed to come in 3-10 business days..I’m just ancy. haha! I wanna go shopping!!!
Jaela learned something new..she’s smacking her lips/tongue. I’ll post it later.
I just moved back to the Central Coast from So Cal. My family hasn’t seen my daughter for 4 months. She’s going on 7 months on the 9th. I’m glad to be back. Everybody adores her haha! Haven’t been here for a minute. I was living at my boyfriend’s Mama’s and that wasn’t all that great. No cable, no internet and shitty town.
Anyway, here are some updated pictures:
My name is Jacqueline. I prefer Jackie or Jade. 4MAY87 (Do the math). Filipina. Mommy to Jaela Brianne. Enjoying every moment with her. I'm friendly, talkative, and down for the real shit (that could be anything). I love to sing and go out. More?
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